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FIRST DAY OF MY LIFE

I feel like I'm stoned
I wanna be alone
Just for a while unknown
Weeks on the road
A long way from home
Just shut off the phone
And you say I'll heal you
I'll always be yours
And you say I'll kill you
If I do something wrong,
Yeah yeah

Still feels like the first time
To stand here by your side
Together regardless
We'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my life

Remember the times,
Together we swore
To never give up this life
Still hanging on,
Still going strong,
Here I belong

And maybe I'm crazy
But I just can't slow down
Yeah maybe I'm crazy
But at least I'm still around,
Yeah, yeah 

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IN THE SHADOWS

 No sleep,
No sleep until I'm done
With finding the answer
Won't stop,
Won't stop before I find
The cure for this cancer
And sometimes I feel
Like going down
And so disconnected
But somehow
I know that I am hauted
To be wanted

I've been watching,
I've been waiting
In the shadows
For my time
I've been searching,
I've been living for tomorrows
All my life

They say that I must learn to kill
Before I can feel safe
But, I'd rather kill myself
Than turn into their slave
And sometimes
I feel that I should go
And play with the thunder
Cause somehow
I just don't wanna stay
And wait for a wonder

Lately
I've been walking,
Walking in circles,
Watching,
Waiting,
Waiting for something
Feel me,
Touch me,
Heal me,
Come take me higher

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STILL STANDING

I wish you were here
Tonight with me
To see the northern lights
I wish you were here
Tonight with me
I wish I could have you
By my side tonight
When the sky is burning
I wish I could have you by my side

Cause I've been down
And I've been down
And I've been crawling
Won't back down no more

Can't you stop the lies
Falling from the skies
Down on me,
I'm still standing
Can't you roll the dice,
I might be surprised
Conscience clear
I'm still standing here

Burns like a thousand stars
Though you're light years away
Burns like a thousand stars or more

You're up there,
You're always with me
Smiling down on me

It's something scared,
Something so beautiful
Something quiet to ease my mind
When the pressure's taking me over and over

Cause I've been down
And I've been crawling
Pushed around,
Always falling
You're uo there,
You're always with me
Smiling down on me

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IN MY LIFE

 Feel the heat below my feet
I have to go no time to sleep
Can't believe the things you say
Turn my head and walk away
You make me sick
You make me nervous

Times are when you would say
This is the one and size the day
Times are gone for honesty
"My victory is your defeat"
Oh can't you see
you've been mistaken

In my life
I decide and it turns me on
How I am,
How I live,
Who I love
In my way I feel strong
And it turns me on
In my life,
I decide, I decide

All you do,
You can't deny it,
It's waste of time,
Waste of life
Can I suggest
That you invest
In something more
Than Hoplessness
Before you know,
The ride is over

It's up to you
If you give it up, give it up
It's up to you
If you won't stop

The records shows that you're dead
But you're still living
Every time you have died
You have been given
Another chance to fix
Your bad attitude
And make a move,
It's up to you

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TIME TO BURN

Fear of the dark
Tears me apart
Won't leave me alone
And time keeps running out

Just one more life,
I'm so sick and tired
Of singing the blues,
I should turn my life around

Tell me why do I feel this way
All my life I've been standing
On the borderline
Too many bridges burned
Too many lies I've heard
I had a life
But I can't go back
I can't do that,
It will never be the same again
And I know I don't
Have any time to burn

They follow me home,
Disturbing my sleep
But I'll find a place,
Place where they cannot find me
Maybe I'm lost,
And maybe I'm scared
But too many times I've closed
The doors behind me

Leave it all behind
Cross the borderline
Face the truth,
Don't have any time to...
Don't have any time to burn

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NOT LIKE THE OTHER GIRLS

No more blame
I am destined to keep you sane
Gotta rescue the flame
Gotta rescue the flame in your heart

No more blood,
I will be there for you my love
I will stand by your side
The world has forsaken my girl

I should have seen
It would be this way
I should have known from the start
What she's up to
When you've loved
And you've lost someone
You know what it feels like to lose

She's fading away
Away from this world
Drifting lika a feather
She's not like the other girls
She lives in the clouds
She talks to the birds
Hopeless little one
She's not like the other girls
I know

No more shame,
She has felt too much pain,
In her life
In her mind
She's repeating the words
All the love you put out
Will return to you

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Guilty

I feel guilty
My words are empty
No signs to give you
I don't have the time for you

You say I'm heartless
And you say I don't care
I used to be there for you
And you've said I seem so dead,
That I have changed
But so have you


Guilty, Guilty I feel so
Empty, empty you know
How to make me feel

I put a shield upon you
I didn't mean to hurt you
I would have only
Poisoned your mind
Never meant to make you cry

You've been so thoughtless
I can see right through you
You used to be there for me
So don't you leave say Good-bye
Cause you have changed but so have I

I never thought
That the time and the distance
Between us made you so muchcolder.
I'll carry the world on my shoulders

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THE ONE I LOVE

Haven't slept in a week
My bed has become my coffin
Cannot breathe,
Cannot speak
My head's like a bomb,
Still waiting
Take my heart
And take my soul
I don't need them anymore

The one I love
Is striking me down on my knees
Drowing me in my dreams
Over and over again
Dragging me under

Hypnotized by the night
Silently rising beside me
Emptiness, Nothingness
Is burning a hole inside me
Take my faith
And take my pride
I don't need them anymore

This bed has become
My chapel of stone
A garden of darkness
To where I'm thrown
So take my life,
I don't need it anymore

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BACK IN THE PICTURE

There were times in my life
I was down on my knees,
Now It's over
Deep inside my heart I know
Simply put I've been stabbed
In the black ever since I remember
Deep inside it hurt to let go

Dedicate everything I create
To my friends
I would die for
But you will aways
Be the one
Memories that you can't overrun,
Memories I could cry for
I thought I'd always be on the run

I'm back in the picture,
Back in the picture
I wonder what took so long,
So long

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FUNERAL SONG

I dumped you again
I don't understand
It's happened before
Can't take it no more

These foolish games
Always end up in confusion
I'll take you back
Just to leave you once again

I died in my dreams
What's that supposed to mean?
Got lost in the fire
I died in my dreams
Reaching out for your hand
My fatal desire

I've failed you again
Cause I let you stay
I used to pretend
That I felt ok

Just one big lie
Such a perfect Illusion
I made you mine
Just to hurt you once again

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